Do You Ever Wonder...

Do you ever just wonder about the people you live near? As I am sitting here in my blogging bliss, the people above my apartment just start romping around and I am hearing a child cry. Like loud ass noises BONG BONG BONG BONG! BOODOOP BOODOOP BOODOOP! Like wtf is going on up there? In the past there has been some domestic violence going on up there but with a different couple. I am beginning to think that the apartment above me is tainted because this is utterly ridiculous. First domestic, now possibly child abuse? Smh.


Do you ever just wonder what the hell possesses some people to create the away messages they do? For this entire week I have seen at least 2 away messages about head. Whether it is a rap lyric or them saying straight out "I want some head", that is not something you put in an away message. Just defy gravity and suck yourself off already because this is just ridiculous.


Do you ever just wonder why parents complain over dumb shxt? Like I realize to them it may not be stupid because I know she needs help but damn! It would take so much less energy to just do what we didn't do instead of doing all of this needless talking. And I hateeee when they stop complaining for two seconds but then come back out of nowhere stillllll on that one small ass topic. That alone makes me do whatever I didn't do because I don't wanna hear your mouth. No wait...I'm lying I still don't do shxt.


Do you ever just wish you went to a different school? I do that sometimes. I would list reasons but I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I just thought I would bring that up.


Do you ever just wonder why some girls are soooo stupid? I used to wonder that but from my experiences this school year I think I may have found the answer...boys. It is so sad how girls can make themselves look so stupid over a boy. They change up just please his sorry ass for that one moment making him look like a prince and you like a pauper. If only they knew what is said behind their backs smh. Oh its not just people talking about you, it's the boy too so don't feel special. I try my best to give advice when asked for it but as I have constantly said before, bxtches don't listen to me. I have honestly given up on acting like big sister because I talk and I talk but they never listen. I say "Stop making a fool of yourself", "He does not like you the way you do", "Watch out for yourself and the people who you think are your friends" but to no avail BXTCHES DON'T LISTEN TO ME and then wanna come cry and tell me their problems. Nooooo no no no I am done with that. I will hit that small X in the IM box with the quickness. I am all for helping others, I offer advice whenever I can but I just cannot stand when people don't listen to me. It makes me wanna give up =/


Do you ever wonder why people care about the people they do? Like if you care about someone, don't fxcking IM me and ask me about what that person did. Wtf? Do I look like their keeper? You just signed on just to ask me about another person? Go to hell! Go ask the bxtch [and by bxtch I mean male or female] yourself! Shxt, it's really not that hard. But then again...you are you. I'm just saying.


Do you ever wonder why people don't beat their kids? I was watching Tyra the other day and she was doing a show on teens getting preggers. She interviewed about 10 girls and I was shocked when one girl was 17 had already had one abortion, kept one child, gave the other one up for adoption, and has another on the way. After the first one I woulda whooped my daughter so bad someone would have called ASC on me. Thats some bull. Four pregnancies??? At 17??? Smh. And no she was not black as the stereotype portrays. Most of the girls on the stage were white. There were 4 black girls I think. This one mixed girl was 14 with her second baby on the way. I could never imagine being in that position at such a young age. Hell even at my age I refuse to imagine myself in such a postion. These girls are stupid and need an ass whooping. Something, I don't know, Jesus perhaps?


Do you ever wonder why you are attracted to whoever you are attracted to? I have always wondered why I tend to lean towards lighter skinned guys. I am generally attracted to everyone as long as they are cute and funny but my type in terms of boyfriends they have been light skinned guys with nice lips lol. It's that Chris Brown thing. If only they danced like him *goes off into fantasy world* oh lawd I think I would marry them. It's just what happens and it's not because the guy is light skinned, they just happen to be cute and their personalities are on point. I like chocolate guys, white guys, hispanics, the occasional cute arabs [I've been seeing those lately] and asians [ugh those are my number ones]. Hell my mother wants me to bring home as asian so I need to change up the game anyway. Speaking of light skinned, I am watching the Balwin Hills Season 1 marathon [Season 3 begins on January 27th!!!] and I just remembered the mean crushes I had on Jordan and Sal. I wonder what happened to Jordan's short ass? And Sal...oh my jesus [hay-zeus] he is just fine, all nice and muscular and lips just asking to be manhandled.

Have you ever wondered why the white authorites always complain about the black kids hanging out together and "excluding" the white kids? Do they ever wonder why we all stick together? None of the white kids make an effort to hang out with us and when we do attempt to build a bridge they walk on it but then run right off. I never intended on putting this in this posting but Garnett from Baldwin Hills mentioned this during an episode in Season 1 and I started to think about it again. This definitely goes on in my school so I can relate to every word she said. I'll save this topic for when my school pisses me off again.


Well keep on wondering about the things in your world, I've just been wondering about these things over the past week so tada!